Hi!

Yep guys, as the title says, life can be a bitch sometimes. Lately has been to me quite a lot.
First my laptop has what... 2-3 years? It had juice all over it, got a new motherboard and a new keyboard for more than a year now... Yes, my laptop is tough stuff but really precious for me.
It bugs me cause since then I've been quite caring with it and even so it's starting to fall in pieces....

x A metal piece that it's only part of the "case" got some problem some months ago and now it falls pretty easily. It doesn't damages the laptop but still bugs me to see my precious laptop like this.

x For a month now, the CTRL key from the left side just jumped out. The inner part got damaged and it wouldn't stay in... and I know... it's absurd, my laptop got a new keyboard and even so, with my over use of that key (i think) it jumped off... But still, I could use that key as long as I clicked in the right place.


x Recently too, while playing TERA my laptop, for the first time, got into menopause lol. It overheats too much. (I shared this on my gaming tumblr... on TERA betas I was with full graphics and my laptop worked fine but ever since the release I couldn't even stay with my laptop on for 30min...)
So in order to fix it, I changed my graphics settings for a while, got the game booster app to help out the pc while playing and got a chance to play TERA for the week. As I got into my bf house he said he would fix my pc, change the thermal mass on the motherboard and clean the cooler and fans of my laptop. He did that to his laptop first and then to mine as well... He did that yesterday.
It worked, my laptop is finally fine, plays with full graphics and with no lag.

x I was happy, except that my laptop mousepad doesn't work (he was a little clumsy) and..... My CTRL key broke for real. [I don't know if it was his fault but it's too much coincidence to happen this after he opened my laptop]

Now I'm demotivated cause I can't actually draw anything, I'm a CTRL+Z / CTRL+X / CTRL+C / CTRL+D and much more freak. I use and overuse the CTRL key. So for now, no digital drawings from me..

I'm going to try to do more sketches on paper and pencil... But don't expect much.... Demotivation usually keeps away for ideas for drawing.... I just become a lazy otter...


Well, good bye